The Seaboard Parish, Complete by MacDonald, George, 1824-1905
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A word from our supporters: File extension CBR | CHAPTER III.THE SICK CHAMBER.In the course of a month there was a good deal more of light in the smile with which my darling greeted me when I entered her room in the morning. Her pain was greatly gone, but the power of moving her limbs had not yet even begun to show itself. One day she received me with a still happier smile than I had yet seen upon her face, put out her thin white hand, took mine and kissed it, and said, "Papa," with a lingering on the last syllable. "What is it, my pet?" I asked. "I am so happy!" "What makes you so happy?" I asked again. "I don't know," she answered. "I haven't thought about it yet. But everything looks so pleasant round me. Is it nearly winter yet, papa? I've forgotten all about how the time has been going." "It is almost winter, my dear. There is hardly a leaf left on the trees--just two or three disconsolate yellow ones that want to get away down to the rest. They go fluttering and fluttering and trying to break away, but they can't." "That is just as I felt a little while ago. I wanted to die and get away, papa; for I thought I should never be well again, and I should be in everybody's way.--I am afraid I shall not get well, after all," she added, and the light clouded on her sweet face. "Well, my darling, we are in God's hands. We shall never get tired of you, and you must not get tired of us. Would you get tired of nursing me, if I were ill?" "O, papa!" And the tears began to gather in her eyes. "Then you must think we are not able to love so well as you." "I know what you mean. I did not think of it that way. I will never think so about it again. I was only thinking how useless I was." "There you are quite mistaken, my dear. No living creature ever was useless. You've got plenty to do there." "But what have I got to do? I don't feel able for anything," she said; and again the tears came in her eyes, as if I had been telling her to get up and she could not. "A great deal of our work," I answered, "we do without knowing what it is. But I'll tell you what you have got to do: you have got to believe in God, and in everybody in this house." "I do, I do. But that is easy to do," she returned. |



